Self Preservation

We like to ignore what could hurt us. 

We like to turn and look away from what scares us.

We don't like change, because it's unknown.

We don't like goodbyes.

It's hard to have feelings when everything around you is hurtful.

You have violent acts and heartbreak.

You have people who are out to get you.

You say goodbye to people you love, 

Sometimes, forever. 

It's impossible to not feel, 

no matter how hard we want or try,

We will always cry.

We feel and we hurt. 

We love and we cry.

That's just life. 

We can fight it and be defeated,

or accept it and be defeated. 

The truth is self preservation is lives great lie. 

We can't ignore it. 

It's there. 

Life keeps going,

Even when we fall.

Currently listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6q5Zn_ZkehM

Late Night Thoughts

It's currently 4:02 a.m. as I write this. I have to be up in less than 4 hours for my college class, but yet here I am still awake. I'm thinking about this amazing boy I know and the reasons why I love writing so much. Also I'm kinda hungry.

Anyway, you know when certain people talk about things there passionate about, you can't help but listen. It doesn't matter if you aren't a hundred percent interested, but their passion draws you in and you can't help but listen. This is an amazing thing to me, human passion. It leaves me awestruck. You see this is why I love writing. My goal in my writing is to captivate people in my words how people do when they talk so passionately about what they believe in.

Anyway that's my late night thought, I'm going to go have a snack, then attempt to go to bed once again.