Love

Love is what every human longs for.
Its in our DNA.
The one question people tend to ask is, is it worth the pain?
Is love really worth the pain and heart break?
Well let's just think about this for a minute.
Think back to the last moment you wanted to give up.
Just throw your hands in the air and say 'I'm done! I quit!'.
What pulled you threw it?
Was it a little spec of brightness in the dark?
Or what about that humming bird that never seems to stick around?
Or was it that grumpy neighbor finally showing you the nice side of them?
Did a random act of kindness make you want to fight?
You see love isn't just about a person you plan on kissing every time you come home from work.
No, love is the people that help you through life's toughest times.
Whether it be the loss of an animal or a loved one or simply just having a rough day, they are there for you.
When you want to give up and give in to the pain they are there.
Love isn't just about couples.
Love is about friendship, kindness, family, humanity.
Without friends and family what would love be?
Nothing!
Love is nothing without having someone to share it with.

Update

As you may noticed I deleted all the blogs that have to do with my main character in my book Marie. Don't worry though because all those posts have just been moved to Marie's Blog page at the top. You can know go through Marie's diary entries in order. Hope you enjoy and check back to Marie's Blog page to check for updates!

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Holidays

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What are the holidays?

The difference between the ideas of holidays is simple. 

It's me vs. you,

It's the memories that share,

Or maybe the ones that tare. 

The ones that make up what the holidays mean to you.

Every family is different,

can't you see,

No one celebrates the same,

Isn't that what makes it special?

The things that make your family unique.

The problem now is simple,

Holidays have become commercialized.

When really everyone you love should be near,

Held dear,

Isn't that what it's all about?

Not the color of skin,

The religion,

The difference and uniqueness,

It doesn't matter we are all human.

So this year,

This holiday season,

Try and spread some cheer.

Be nice and understanding,

Kill people with kindness,

Or just smile,

Smiles are contagious like yawning. 

Even if not all are true to it,

Once smile can change someones day,

Is it that enough reason?

Well I sure think it is.

Hope you all enjoy this holiday season.

Hold your love ones dear,

They won't always be near.

Happy Holidays!!!

Identity

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Identity?

Was that the theme?

Who I am?

Who I will be?

Who will be with me?

Identity is life.

It is me. 

The Stripes

Being that one,
Odd,
Standing different,
Doesn't mean you're alone,
People should love you for you,
Not something you cover with stripes,
The stripes won't last,
One day they will be the past,
Then where will you be?

What Makes Me, Me?

 

Adventure,
Love,
Life,
All things that make up the world around us,
It's the heart's longing,
Brains thinking,
Always wanting what's best for you,
Close your eyes and imagine,
The past, present, and future,
The adventures that time brings,
All the moments that make life worth it,
Is it the moment's where everything is held dear,
Or the blackness that surrounds the clear.
What makes you think?
The thought of now,
or where you will be 3 years and how?
What makes you smile?
Is it seeing a dog in the water,
Seeing your friends,
Family,
Or someone in particular?
What makes you tick?
What makes me, me?

Instincts

Instincts by definition means a natural or intuitive way of acting or thinking. Humans have instincts, the one question is when to follow them. Do you trust your brain, heart, or instincts. My thinking is that you have to apply it to the situation. If you don't know the answer to the math test you didn't study for, probably go with what your brain tells you. If you are thinking about a relationship probably follow your heart. So when does instinct come in? What exactly is the difference between following your instincts and following your brain. Well instincts there more like a feeling. You gut telling you to do or not do something. Its your conscious. Do you go with that gut feeling or what your brain tells you? There is no answer to this question. There is no book that outlines exactly how your life is going to go and how you should make all those decisions. You just have to live your life to the fullest and have no regrets. With that how could you not be happy?

Listening to: Scars by: Papa Roach
Feeling: Deep 😐

Not Really A Rant...I guess

Okay am I the only one who feels like they get there hopes up for something to just watch it fail. I feel like this happens all the time. I get super excited about something and just watch it get ripped from my grasp. This is so frustrating. Please tell me I am not the only one who feels this way. I have gotten to the point where I don't want to assume anything is going to happen that way if it does, GREAT I'm happy, but if it doesn't then I am not sad that it didn't happen. Even though I have had this vision for quite a while, I always let the excitement get the best of me. Some how it always brings me back to stage one. Saying from now on don't expect it too happen. It's a lot harder said then done I'm afraid. How about you guys? Do you share a time where you have had a similar feeling?

Currently listening to: Good Life by: OneRepublic
Feeling: Frustrated 😒

Christmas Music

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Christmas music makes me so happy. I can't exactly explain why, I just get really cheering when it's playing. Maybe it's that it reminds me of all of the good time, around the people I love. It's the smiles and joy that people around me have. It's the one time of year when I never let anything ruin it. I just really enjoy Christmas music. Now for all you scrooges out there I will post a link of my favorite band and favorite album if you would rather do that. Or you could just get into the Christmas spirit!

Christmas Music Playlist

Move Along All American Rejects

Feeling: Loving The Holiday Season 💟

Introduction To Me

I thought it was time that I did an introduction to me post. My name is Christina Dietrich. I am a sophomore at Hela High School. My dream job is to be a famous author. I am a cheerleader at Evergreen High School. Outside of cheer and school I enjoy reading and writing. I also have a major addiction to Wattpad. I am going to confess I am on here 24/7. It doesn't matter if I am at school or at home. I stay up later than my mom would prefer me to. I get caught up in all the books people published on. I also love spending time with my family, friends, and my dog Sparkie. Cheer and school leave me with little free time, but it keeps me out of trouble.  

Sparkie

This is my adorable dog Sparkie when he was 6 weeks old. He was so small and cute and I loved those little floppy ears that have now turned into ears that point straight up or down. I got him on Christmas morning in 6th grade. I remember my brother Nathan and I were walking up the stairs when I heard a whine come from the bathroom. Nathan's reaction was "No way!" I got a dog a little small Australian Shepherd Black Lab mix. 

Sparkie is now a full grown dog who loves to cuddle and steal my blankets. I love this little dog and he is always there to protect me and alert me when something is off or someone is near by. He can sense when I am upset and is just an amazing dog.

Feeling: Blessed to have such an amazing dog 😇

Underwater Dogs

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I am not going to lie to you I love underwater dogs. They make me so happy and never fail to make me smile. If you look at these photos and don't smile. You must really hate life or more likely have no soul. I am sorry but these are hilarious and are one of the best things on the planet. Just look at these how can you not think these are the best things ever? Well they are it's a fact! 

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I mean look at this puppy. It looks like it's thinking really now you are deciding to take a picture. It is just so funny.

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Then you have this one who looks like he is seeing the first ever under water squirrel. This dog could not have a funnier face.

Feeling: Thankful for the people who took these pictures of these hilarious underwater dogs. 😀 

Friyays

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You know the best thing about Fridays is? You get to see your friends and stay up as late as you want. For me I enjoy school, but it's nice knowing I don't have to get up to my alarm that makes me want to welcome death. When I first get up and even sometimes in the mornings when people say good morning I will just say morning because I do not think there is anything 'good' about mornings. Fridays is the day that is the both of best worlds. I go to school and see my friends then come home put my bag on the floor and don't come back to it until Sunday when I stress over the homework I procrastinated on. Fridays I can stay up watching Hawaii 5 O and then watch movies until I can no longer keep my heavy eye lids open.

Feeling:
    Hating Mornings  😴
    Loving Friyays!!!😬
Listening to:
   All American Rejects: Change Your Mind

What Makes Me Rich

What makes me rich? They ask.
Well it’s the moments,
Sad or Bad,
They make the future and the past,
It’s the sitting on the ground in the living room with blankets underneath us eating dinner and watching movies,
It’s the spending of summer nights staying up camped out in the livingroom watch movies till we all fall asleep,
The countless summers spent with my close family friends in their backyard pool.
It’s my mom having to take Matthew and I to donuts with dudes when my dad wasn’t around.
It’s the family campouts spend playing cards, swimming and talking around the fire,
It’s the countless car trips to Arizona.
It’s the moments I get to spend with my mom and my family,
It’s when I can’t stop laughing when I am with my best friend,
It’s the moments when the people I don’t share blood with are still family,
It’s when my dad moved back,
All the moments that overcome the bad,
It’s the music I listen to when I am sad angry or mad,
It’s the imagination I had and hope to keep,
It’s the running around the house with my little brother,
What about when my whole family was their for my mom and camped out in the waiting room playing cards,
It’s my teachers that care,
Even when they lose hair,
The days where my smile makes other people smile,
When I can be their for my friends when they need me,
My mom coming to every game of mine,
Picking me up when I fall,
It’s the countless baseball games I get to watch that my siblings play in or that we are just watching together,
The relationships I have with my siblings that I wouldn’t give up for the world,
You ask me what makes me rich?
How about being poor,
When people have a bunch of money they can’t get enough,
I am rich even though I am poor,
Because the moments where money would have stopped it from happening.
I love my life because of those memories and wouldn’t change it even if I could.

Unknown

The bad stuff is going to happen that's just the way it is. The only way to get over the bad stuff is to focus on the good. Pull through the bad by knowing that something good will come. You will get through this even if at the time it seems like the world is crumbling down. In a couple of years you will forget about the bad stuff that happened. It will be just a memory of the past. Instead of making it be the rest of you life being sad or angry about the bad stuff that happened. Focus on the good. Let yourself be happy. YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY! No matter what someone says or what you think about yourself. You deserve to be happy and so does everyone around you. We all deserve happiness. Don't spend your whole life worrying about all the what ifs. Spend it enjoying the moments that make all the bad worth it. Enjoy life so that when the bad comes, you know you have something to fight for.

I Am From

I am from my family, with all the broken glass around.

I am from the heartbreak,

The return and the wanted,

The can't have,

The build and tare,

The stubbornness of you and me,

The hole in my heart, 

The broken glass won't fix,

Tears roll down, the glass could piece together,

If only it would move, forget about the crash,

Open to the future.

Learn from mistakes,

Become whole again,

Repair the damage of this hearts desire before the heart gives up completely,

The broken glass and heart both want the same thing, but their voice zipped close, the feeling of brokenness arises,

Stubbornness keeps the feelings imprisoned,

All they want is to be whole,

Silence, 

Ignorance, 

Broken glass,

Severed heart,

Don't risk anything,

The pain is too much,

The future is now and your gone,

Never repairing the true bond,

There is still time,

You can fix, what was broke in the past,

Scars will still be present,

The new feelings will cover like a blanket,

All that has to be done is....

Ditch the pride,

Money, 

And everything else,

Make the time to fix the bond,

The bond that was broken 6 months after the miracle,

When you chose to leave,

Time ticks and away the chances,

You can't repair, you're running out of time,

Soon I will be away,

The bond forever broken,

The pain forever there,

Wishing to change the past.

Where am I from?

I am from the wish of something that could be,

The longing for something more,

The hurt and pain all the same,

This is me,

And I like it.

Inspired by: Where I'm From by: George Ella Lyon

Writer's Block

Over the course of the past couple years while I was writing this novel I had multiple run ins with what all writers know as writer's block. This horrible obstacle known as writers block is something I struggled with for a very long time. One thing all writers have to find out is how to beat this writer's block. Well for me what works is picturing in my head where I was with the book or story right now and then picturing where I wanted it to go. Once you know where point A (where you are) and point B ( where you want it to go) you can create a path from point A to point B. It always seemed to help me and I hope it will help all of you. If not I challenge you to find your own way that works for you and comment it on the bottom of this entry.

Hide and Seek

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People hide their feelings while other people search. Feelings are probably one of the most complicated things. You think about how you should feel and how you do. People hide their feelings from other people. They also hide them from themselves. Does that make it easier? Or are you just making the pain go on longer?

You think it's for the best, but your feeling won't rest. Playing hide and seek with your feelings or with someone else's is never fun. Relationships need honestly. Without honestly what do you have? To be honest with someone else one must first be honest with themselves.

These feelings won't go away. You can't just say no. What you feel is what you feel. Facts are facts and that is it. If the truth hurts it's better to accept it and move on. The sooner you accept it the sooner you will heal.

True happiness isn't based on or bought with money or objects. Being true to who you are and being truthful with others. That is the way to be truly happy.

After thought: Sometimes you're in the mood to hide and other times you're in the mood to be heard.

Introduction

This blog will consist of two different blogs. One blog will be the author's blog based on me as a author and as a person and just me. The second blog will be from the perspective of my main character in my book When Things Go The Wrong Right Way which I am hoping to finish typing up the rough draft and getting it published in the next few years. I do warn you that Marie's back story is depressing, but I promise you that if you stick with it, it will be fun, crazy, and enjoying. My book is about vampires, BUT before you turn the other way I challenge you to read Marie's Blog with a open mind. Many of my closest friends have read and enjoyed my book even those who don't like vampires. I just hope you give it a try and I am sorry if you are still not interested. At the same time I am not sorry. They're are many more books out there for all types of readers and people. I just hope you find a book or topic that you get sucked into.


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